I Find It

I Find It

I find it amazing, this hate that boils up.
Analyzing the uncertainty, no, illogical form of it.
Does this come from myself?
No, I do not hate the Eve.
Where does this strange hate come from?
Hashem?.!
Question, statement or exclamation?
That, was a question previously.
Laugh out loud if you wish.
I was not able to, today.
Until I heard tell of a maggid.
I feel better now.
The hate, despair and wonderment is returning.
Why? 
Why, must there be, such a place of descent?
To rise, a greater height to achieve?
Another question.
That was a statement, by the way.
Thank you, Hashem, for taking the anger away.
Thank you, my friends of the talk temple.
You have healed my spirit!
That was my exclamation today.
In case you didn't know.
I hope others may find it too.
As for me, since finding it.
I'm gonna be here, walk in a circle and laugh out loud.

Nightghost